The breath is gone
there is no road
the light I saw
was a hoax

you you you
I love you
truly this time
in this room
a loyal
breath of fresh air

I felt I was
your air
but I never had
considered
myself your spare

the reality
was there
she was there
he was there
to deter
my despair

but

when i hold
the raw
untamed
for what it was
it was
you
rejecting me

and here
my impatience
moved on
my heart said
stay for one more moment
he will change his mind

at the least
no surprise
from where
came my pain

and somehow
I love him enough to hope
he found what truly fulfills him

at least this time
I kept quiet
rested my heart
so that his heart could search for her
without my interruption
there is always a bright side
a reality
to every pain